Why I Crumb

They say necessity is the mother of invention. For me, it’s been the lifeboat—the tangible, practical vessel my Lord and Savior provided to keep me afloat in a sea of doubt, failure, striving, and, frankly, self-destruction.

Let me be clear: CRUMB wasn’t born out of some grand plan or epiphany. It emerged from sheer survival. It’s the framework that pulled me out of depression, anxiety, vanity, greed, lust, people-pleasing, procrastination, overthinking, addiction, self-medicating, and an endless cycle of striving for an unattainable version of perfection I had cooked up in my own mind.

Personal bankruptcy. A multi-million dollar start-up that crumbled. Eight “all-in” pursuits over fifteen years. Wanting to be perceived ten different ways by ten different groups of people—all while secretly trying to change the world. You’d think this would lead to some grand revelation, right?

Not exactly.

It led to brokenness. But brokenness has a way of opening doors for grace to flood in.

Done Pretending

Because I’m done pretending I have it all together. CRUMB is how I surrender every day to God—my flaws, my talents, my passions, my boredom, my pain, my mundane moments, all of it. It’s a philosophy of living in total surrender, where every crumb of my life—no matter how small, messy, or insignificant—is placed in the hands of the One who multiplies.

This isn’t about me. It’s about what God can do through someone like me—broken, weak, flawed, and deeply loved anyway. If you stick around, you won’t find perfection. You’ll find a man who’s fully embracing his journey, one day, one crumb at a time, trusting God to use it all for His glory.

What Can You Expect?

I promise nothing. No guarantees, no quick fixes, no perfectly polished narratives. What I can promise is this: every day, I will pursue pumping as much value into the world as I possibly can. That value might look like a word of encouragement, a messy story of failure, or a profound insight God graciously drops into my lap.

I’m not here to prove anything or win anyone over. I’m here to live fully, faithfully, and authentically in the way God has called me to—whether that inspires, frustrates, or confuses you. I’m okay with all of it.

For the Haters and the Fans Alike

Whether you’re here to cheer me on or critique every move I make, you’re welcome. The more, the merrier. I’ve spent enough of my life chasing the approval of others; now I’m focused on chasing God’s purpose.

CRUMB is messy, unconventional, and unapologetically real—because life is all of those things. And yet, in the midst of it all, there’s beauty, hope, and grace beyond measure. That’s what I’m here to share.

So if you’re intrigued, stick around. Watch what God does. Because it’s not about what I can do; it’s about what He’s doing through all of us—one crumb at a time.

The Invitation

Don’t be a stranger. Jump in. Watch, listen, reflect, or just be curious. Whether you’re here for one moment or the whole journey, I hope you’ll see that God can take even the smallest, messiest crumbs of life and turn them into something extraordinary.

I’m here for the long haul. One crumb at a time. So help me God.